Jumat, 02 September 2011

About Daddy

It’s been 15:31 since you left me. I know.. I know you’re feeling alone Dad. I can see it right from your eyes. I really wanna do something. Anything. That can make you happy. I miss the times when you lift me up ang swing me on the air. You really know how to make fun without making me scared. I miss the way you’re telling me stories before I go to sleep, miss every good things you’ve been teaching me and let me know the difference of ‘good’ and ‘bad’ and what things I should do when im afraid to take decisions. You never tell me the answers of anything when I ask you, but you always showme  the ways, you’ve been always guiding me. You’re the best daddy, the best teacher, the best friend and the best listener I ever had. I always have the strength though when I feel weak inside, cause I know I always have you on my back and your support. You never hit, harsh, or do bad things when you’re in anger. Because I know you never want me to do the same things later when I have children. But you gave me the best thing that money can never worth it, that’s your advice. It’s amazing how a person can be wise when he’s in anger or in an unhappy mood. You never let me to get anything easily, you’ve taught me to be a hard worker, you always want me to be your best daughter. Someday I might be the queen of my future husband, but I know I’ll always be your little angel. You’re always on time, in any promises or appointments you’ve made. You’ll say no when you cant really fulfill it. You always forget what you want to buy me what I need, because you know how to manage. You’ll always be happy to buy me foods after work, I still remember the night when we had it together, you told me anything and what you did all day. It’ll always be great things to hear. You never complain anything to do the things to help me, you never want to show me it though you’re probably tired. Cause I know you always want to do the best for your daughters. You always tell me to dream, because that where the power is. You teach me how to love, but not how to stop. That’s why I cant stop loving you. I might have boyfriend or husband someday, but you’ll never always be replaced. You have your own special place called heart. You’re in the heart of your daughters, our big fams and your best fellas.